Category: suicide
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Life with Q
Manic episode. Bad one. We have appointments, but we’re keeping him going until then. I was sending an update to our prayer team, and I thought, this should go in my blog at WordPress. I want to share the realistic sitch for people who are struggling with similar stuff. I’m trusting that you guys have…
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Early morning chutzpah 🌼🌸💮🏵🌼🌸
Girlfriends asleep Family asleep Hubby asleep Dogs asleep Quiet house Flu-like autoimmune symptoms Already slept off my sleep aid Maxed~out on ibuprofen and Tylenol for today Here I am Jesus: it’s just me and You. I need You; that’s flat. I remember others who are wakeful at 3am: inmate who is stuck with the choices…
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Hope when things suck
The way the 🌎 is right now doesn’t get to determine my reality. That stuff is there and I need to be a good American, but it is not my only reality. Jesus Christ is. I needed this today.
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Living with regret
All I ever wanted in the natural was to be a good parent. I’ve never loved or wanted to do good like when I held my babies for the first time. and It’s what I have failed the worst at. Jesus you be my reason. Be all my reasons. Let my blog help other parents…
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Unfairness
Lord God our Father,No one gets to live on this earth without getting touched by injustice or betrayal. No one. You know about injustice and betrayal–for certain. Two specific things come to mind that I am heartsore over: three betrayals within my own extended family system and/or neighborhood. I’m sorry for hanging on to…
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white picket fence
Dreams We’ve all got ’em. That’s why first love and heartbreak infamously hurts so much. Everyone who’s older than third grade knows this, right? When my first husband left me, back in my early twenties, it wasn’t his physical presence that I missed. That sucked monkey giblets: don’t misunderstand… but honestly, I didn’t even like…
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Boot camp for my brain
I opened my Youversion app to read the Bible today.So sad and beleaguered, you guys! Rough, loooong night with health stuff. I tend to get suicidal when my MS is acting up, so I go to the Bible extra hardcore at those times. Even before I start to think in the morning. Knee jerk I’m…