Tag: be the thing I want to find
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Empty?
Disassociating or splitting off: this is what I call a one-at-a-time dimensional phenomenon . During trauma and/or abuse, my body can often split off from soul and spirit. I see this as gift from God, protecting my mind until a time when it is safer to remember stuff. But… This leaves me vulnerable to empty…
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Reboot my ❤
This makes me think of the Israelites in the Old Testament. You know that cycle in the Book of Judges? “Repent from wickedness. Get well and comfortable, forget God, get in trouble and oppressed, God raises up a deliverer, get victory. Do well again. Get comfortable. Forget what you learned. Wash. Rinse. Repeat.” My math…
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Power shifting
I have things that were done to me, that I need to forgive. Don’t we all? But the question is: do I really want to let them get by with that? I think the advice I’m getting from the Holy Spirit is about the other side from where I tend to focus@ : extending…
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Things i love
sand between my toesThe salty smell of ocean airMy handicap ♿ sticker (let’s me park lots of places) I love the sound of smooth river rocks clicking and sliding together. All warm from the sun too. I love green forest light, and quiet rushing water somewhere in the distance and happy bird songPeaceful shining tranquility
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Flashback? Wait a minute!
I thought I was done with this chapter in my life. I was thinking about this particular flashback with God, and I learned something from an unexpected place. Sun Tzu. The Art of War. Four things I learned as I was meditating on that great book. 1. It is wise to see that victory is…